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two surveys...have fun reading [08 Feb 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | theused ]

1st survey stole from cassie ans 2nd stole from sheetz <333 thankss


`x: full name = Emily Rose Naples
`x: piercings = 6
`x: tattoos = none
`x: height = 5'3
`x: hair color = redish-blondish-brownish
`x: length = uhh past my shoulders
`x: siblings = brother

LAST...
`x: movie you rented = wicker park
`x: movie you bought = i havent bought one in a lonnggg time
`x: song you listened to = decisions,decisions by the starting line
`x: song that was stuck in your head = something from falloutboy
`x: cd you bought = relient k
`x: cd you listened to = thestartingline
`x: person you've called = my dad
`x: person that's called you = dad
`x: tv show you've watched = the fairly odd parents..hey! nothing else was on!

DO...
`x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes, move in with Jeremy
`x: you think about suicide = never
`x: you believe in online dating = nah
`x: others find you attractive = i dunno..some might
`x: you want more piercings = mabye just 1 more
`x: you drink = sxe
`x: you do drugs = sxe
`x: you smoke = sxe
`x: you like cleaning = sometimes, it gets me relaxed
`x: you like roller coasters = sheyea!
`x: you write in cursive or print = both, half are print and half are cursive..its weird.


FOR OR AGAINST...
`x: long distance relationships = whatever you please

`x: using someone = against
`x: killing people = only if they really deserve it
`x: teenage smoking = whatever you please
`x: premarital sex = whatever u want
`x: driving drunk = against


HAVE YOU...
`x: ever lied to someone = yes
`x: ever been in a fist fight = i wouldnt call it that, but i punched McKenna,lol
`x: ever been arrested = not yet

NUMBER...
`x: of drugs taken illegally? = sxe
`x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = about 5
`x: of people I consider my enemies? umm iono
`x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 4788658747549 times?
`x: of scars on my body? = i would say about 6

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
`x: funny = sometimes
`x: hot = psh
`x: friendly = yea
`x: amusing = yea
`x ugly = ehh
`x: lovable = yea
`x: pessimistic = noo
`x: optimistic = yeaa
`x: caring = yes
`x: sweet = sure
`x: dorky = yeaaaaa
`x: Spell your first name back wards = ylimE
`x: The story behind your user name = i dunno.. its from a dashboard song but i kinda changed the words around
`x: Where do you live? = garwood
`x: 4 words that sum you up = emo.positive.caring.friendly.

DESCRIBE YOUR -
`x: Wallet = ifs from pacsun and its tilt and its big and tan and has random stuff in it
`x: Hairbrush = its silver
`x: Toothbrush = white and green, its electric
`x: Jewelery worn daily = earrings,sometimes necklaces, bracelets
`x: Pillow cover = leopard
`x: Coffee cup = not have one
`x: Favorite top = umm the one with sleeves and the kind you can wear
`x: CD in stereo right now = umm the starting line
`x: Make up right now = like it always is

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
`x: In my mouth = tounge
`x: You doing after this = getting ready to go to the mall
`x: Talking to = no one
`x: Eating = nothing
`x: Fetishes = your mom
`x: If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?= my neighbor, no reason needed, just kno i hate him.
`x: Is next to you = bed and door
`x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = 7 months with jer and taste of chaos
`x: Something that you are deathly afraid of = loseing people i care about
`x: Do you like candles = sure
`x: Do you like hot wax = sure
`x: Do you like incense = kinda
`x: Do you like the taste of blood = not really
`x: Do you believe in love = what do u think? of course!
`x: Do you believe in soul mates = ehh yes
`x: Do you believe in love at first sight = ehh nah
`x: Do you believe in forgiveness = yes
`x: Do you believe in God = yes
`x: What do you want done with your body when you die = i dunno
`x: Who is your worst enemy? = my neighbor
`x: If you could have any animal for a pet = cow
`x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up = all night
`x: Ever been to Belgium? = nah
`x: What's your favorite coin? = dime

`x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? = dont feel like answering this question
`x: Whats something that you wish people would understand? = the way i see things
`x: What's something you wish you could understand better? = religion

`x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = lakan, justin, jeff
`x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? = for people to be nice and happy and positive and for everyone to have a good day

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f i r s t s
First best friend: stacey legg
First kiss: dalur
First break-up: snowden
First screen name: i dont remember
First self purchased album:
First funeral: my grandpa's
First pets: oliver and cali
First love: Jeremy
First enemy: daniella
First big trip: Maine

l a s t s
Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: bus ride home
Last kiss: Jeremy
Last cry: yesterday
Last library book checked out: hah i dont kno!
Last crush: well Jeremy until we started going out, now its more then a crush
Last phone call: dad
Last time showered: lastnight
Last shoes worn: my cow slippers
Last item bought: a cd
Last annoyance: dixie.. i am seriously gunna get rid of her behind my mom's and bro's back. ughh
Last time wanting to die: when i was really depressed

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? : natty,alyssa,sheetz,amy,jeremy,corey,my mom
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? : yess Jeremy <3

f a s h i o n
01. where is your favorite place to shop?: the mall
02. any tattoos or piercings? 6 piercings

f a v o r i t e s
01. color: red
02. food: anything healthy
03. boys' names: Robocop, lol
04. girls' names: Phyllis
05. subjects in school: language
06. animals: cows
07. sports: softball
08. perfume: anything that smells good
09. cologne: the kind Jeremy wears

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath?: nah
02. smoked? : no
03. bungee jumped? : not yet
04. made yourself throw up? : no
05. stole?: yes
06: been in love? : yes, i am
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? : i just cry automatically
08. pictured your crush naked? : yes all the time
09. actually seen your crush naked? : lol
10. cried when someone died? : yes
11. lied? : yes
12. fallen for your best friend? : nah
13. been rejected? : yesssss
14. rejected someone?: yea
15. used someone? : nah
16. done something you regret? : yes


l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: alyssa
hugged: ritza
you imed: natty
you kissed: Jeremy <3

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can i sell the sunrise in return for a sunset, yea. [08 Feb 2005|04:10pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | TheStartingLine ]

hey whats up? today was a good day in skool.. i am actually starting to like my gym class! amy wasnt in skool again today :( i miss her and i hope she gets better soon. <3333 well tonight i am going to the mall with nattyboo and i need to get soooo muchhh stuffff! i really need a job but thats not happening cuz softball starts soon. i cant wait, i need to start practicing.. anyone wanna practice with me? lol well there is YL tomorrow so thats awesome! ..like always. then thrusday is mine and jeremy's 7 months! yaya <333 well i need to start getting ready for the mall :) ttyl


-EMILYY

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once again, in self-defence i wont sleep a wink, to prevent dreaming of you.. [07 Feb 2005|05:54pm]
[ mood | MY HEAD STILL HURTS ]
[ music | underoath ]

hey, everythings better pretty good lately. it's had its ups and its downs, but everthing is getting worked out and will be just fine, back to how it used to be. So this past friday i went to battle of the bands in SPF and it was kool, then saturday it was my brother's b.day so i had to stay home and help with his party but Jeremy came over and kept me company. then sunday i hung out with natty,dee,sheetz and we just walked around ghood and then i went to nat's house with nick and sheetz and we watched the super bowl, well not actaully watched it, but thats what was suppost to be happening. anyway! i was suppose to have a super bowl party at my house but we did it at nats house instead.. next year tho! i was suppost to watch the game with jeremy but he couldnt :( i hope he is feeling better btw. well.. the not-green team won (lol nattyboo) and then sheetz's moma took me home then i talked to jer on the phone for a while then went to sleep.

today in skool was okay.. i miss having gym with natty,fahy,lanza,bill,milo, and ect. my classes are alright. well i need to go eat dinner.. tomorrow i am going to the mall to get stuff. ttyl

-em

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the dark side of the doormat is the one your shoes have frayed.. [02 Feb 2005|05:31pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | alkaline trio ]

hey, whats up? today was alright.. i had my last midterm which was spanish, and i got a C+ on it, i didnt fail! lol.. anyway.. today i started my new schedule and its okay.. but i dont have gym with natty anymore :( i have it with ritza,cathy,jess,ed, tony and meg and some other people, it will be kool. YL startes up again tonight! i'm so excited :D tomorrow i am going out for my brother's birthday, my fam is just going out to dinner. then on friday i am hanging out with Jeremy! so that should all be kool. i can not wait until spring! i miss the warm weather.. oh! happy groundhog's day! lol.. i really need to go shopping, i need to get so much stuff for people's bdays and ect. ugh i need a job, but thats not happening. softball is starting up soon and that will be crazy.. i hope i make the team. well ttyl. bye


yeaa man.. i'm an EFFING rebel. damn straight. psh

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your the worst actor i've ever seen, but this script calls for liars..you'd play the lead. [01 Feb 2005|04:38pm]
[ mood | ..dont ask ]
[ music | the academy is ]

ugh. hi. sorry i havent updated in a while, i just didnt feel like it. Everything has been alright lately. I've been having midterms in sckool the past few days and tomorrow is the last day of them. thank god. I was in such a bad mood today.. and to top it all off i had to take a 2 hour history midterm for. i didnt study at alll for it.. which sux. so i failed. too effing bad for me. today after skool i went out to lunch with amy,nat, and sheetz. it was amazing and put me in such a good mood! but now i am back in a not so good one, but ne way.. we went to Mc Donalds and sheetz had these beads with her and they ended up EVERYWHERE it was SO funny! haha then i was telling this story about how in the summer when we were all out to eat that we thought this little 13 year old kid was gunna blow up McDonalds and we were serious, it was so funny and nat started laughing so hard that she spit her drink ALL OVER AMY, it was sooooo funny! then sheetz ran into the guys bathroom with nats purse and put it in the guys urinal and flushed it so nats whole pocketbook was soaking wet with gross water,it was so funny. we are so loud, i love it. then when we were all walking back to my house both Nat's flashed the train coming by. it was so funny, then sheetz put a huge chunk of snow down nat's shirt. madd funny stuff. then we arrived at my house and worked on our wonderful movie, funny funny funny!! i love my friends so much, i am always happy when i am with them <3 thanks for always being there for me no matter how annoying i can get. lol, then everyone went home and i was left alone to think about stuff that just put me into a bad mood again. I will get better soon, but there has been something bothering me, i dont want to really talk about it, but those who i did talk to about it kno what i mean. YL starts up again tomorrow, hopefully that will make me all better. i'm going because i dont feel like talking about my life anymore. bye.

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more kissing in the car, more starring at the stars... [22 Jan 2005|12:39pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | my brother+ his friends are SO effing annoying. ]

Last night was possibly one of the worst nights ever. I went to the guitar club show with nat,sheetz,jeremy,nick, and then kristina,paul, and danzo stopped by. i was in such a horrible mood and there were so many conflicts and too much drama for one night. i am feeling some what better then i did last night. i hate the snow and today/tonight its suppost to snow a lot. ugh. my dad might not let me go out tonight cuz it will be unsafe to drive around. that will suck. thats the LAST thing i need, to be stuck inside with family. it will just make me go more insane. just kill me now : \

tomorrow i have to do so many projects for midterms and i have SO much homework. this weekend sucks. ugh i am so stressed again, i hate this. thank god i have the something corporate on wednesday, i will cry so much durring that, i kno it. i really really realy really REALLY wish it was spring or summer. i hate the winter and snow. THIS SUCKS!


-emily

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when does this twisting end? [20 Jan 2005|04:37pm]
[ mood | annoyed at myself. ]
[ music | matchbook romance. ]

hi. sorry i havent updated in a while. it was cuz my phone line was down and i couldnt get online. its all good now.today was a pretty good day at skool. then when i was walking back to my house from the bus stop i was the verison guy and he was pulling away so i ran over and jumped infront of his car and then i talked to him and then he fixed it. right now i am in a very different mood, i am really upset/annoyed/ angry with myself and i am going crazy. i dont wanna talk about it in here cuz i will get myself more upset if i think about it too much and i dont wanna annoy other people with it, so i will just leave it at that, i am going out to... dinner... with nat,kristina, and alyssa tonight, that should be kool. i'm done here. grrr.

bye!

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if you miss it, i will run away..cause i find myself in you... [17 Jan 2005|10:24am]
[ mood | SO HAPPY ]
[ music | something corporate ]

hey. before i begin this entry i would just like to say CLUB ABYSS IS FREAKING AWESOME! i had soooo much fun last night! at 730 alyssa,daniella, and I went over Danzo's house and then waited for everyone else to get there and then we left for abyss. then we met up with Jeremy<3, richie, and more of jeremys friends and went inside after waiting on this crazy line and it was reallllly cold outside. then we started dancing! that place is crazy. just as i was getting warmed up, jeremy had to leave with his friends :( so then me and alyssa went with him to the front door to say goodbye and then me and lyssa went to find daniella,danzo,justyne,and everyone else. once we found them we started dancing again and i was sooooo hyper! me,lyssa, and dee danced together the whole night. there was over 20 guys that came up to dance with us but then we told them "we didnt like guys, and had g/f's" so they left us alone. there was this one guy that i pushed away and he pushed me back, and this dude that didnt speak english very well and when i told him "i had a girlfriend" he was like "you no like guy?!" and then when i was dancing with alyssa this group of guys made a circle around us and they were like "go go go go go" and we just stopped dancing and looked at them and they left. mann! i had so much fun! i didnt wanna leave, i wish jeremy could have stayed longer. we are def. going back the next time its teen night (feb20) it was soooo amazing! even tho i didnt like the music i had a blast dancing! and btw i was still dancing when i woke up this morning, lol.


today i am gunna hang out with Jeremy! <3 so that should be awesome,
i love him so much <3333 ok i g2g, ttyl

<3333emilyyyy

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live happy, surprise party <333 haha [16 Jan 2005|02:14pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | third day ]

hey whats up? havent updated in a while. So friday night i went to the mall with amy, jeremy,tony, and krystina which was funn! the mall is always fun..for me. then jeremy dropped amy,tony and krystina off and me and him went to the train station in somerville to pick up durell. then jeremy dropped me off at home and then i went to sleep. Yesterday i went out with my mom and went shopping when came home and jeremy picked me up and we went to these people's house to babysit their 2 kids. it was fun! we played basketball and i should them alll my dribbling and shooking skills. pshh. then we went inside and watched "pretty woman" and ordered pizza and then watched some tv and then the kids fell asleep so me and jeremy were talkin and then jeremy fell inlove with their cat, Coco. so then the people finally came back at like 12:15 so then jeremy dropped me off at home. today i just slept late and tonight i am going to club abyss with jeremy,alyssa,richie,danzo,justyne,and other people. that should be pretty awesome. then 2morrow we have off from skool, thank god! well i g2g. ttyl bye.

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We're so much better off then them..... [13 Jan 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | ..they paint me blue ]
[ music | straylight run ]

stealeded from sheetz <33

[.x.] full name: Emily Rose Naples
[.x.] bka: em,emmy,naples,emilia
[.x.] birthday: july 31,1989
[.x.] age: 15
[.x.] starting time: 2 27
[.x.] date : january 13, 2005

. * l o v e l i f e * .

[.x.] boyfriend: my baby jeremy <3
[.x.] crush: ^^
[.x.] how long have you liked bf/crush: over 6 months
[.x.] how'd you meet: thru friends
[.x.] what do you like about him: absolutly everything!
[.x.] whats his personality like: FREAKING AMAZING, hes so funny and interesting and sweet and smart and i can tell him anything, he isnt just my boyfriend..but hes one of my best friends, no one can understand how much i love this kid. we could do anything together and still have a blast! i love him so much <3
[.x.] whats your longest relationship: Jeremy<3 6 months, 3 days
[.x.] who was your first love: real love? Jeremy!
[.x.] who was your biggest crush: Jeremy!

. * s c h o o l *.

[.x.] what grade are you in: 10th
[.x.] what school do you go to: ALJHS
[.x.] favorite year: 9th or this year
[.x.] favorite teacher: Treumpy!!!!
[.x.] favorite class: spanish, thats a given. duh...
[.x.] rather gym or lunch: thats a tuff one..i love both
[.x.] rather guy or girl teacher: guy
[.x.] what language do you take: spanish
[.x.] favorite special: creative writing
[.x.] what highschool do you go to/going to go to: ALJHS
[.x.] what college do you wanna go to: no idea, but i started looking at college papers today that a kid in my C.W. class showed me. i'm scared.
. * f a v o r i t e s * .

[.x.] show: dont watch much tv, but i would say viva la bam
[.x.] movies: psychotics anonymos
[.x.] actor/actress: orlando bloom, RIGHT JEREMY?!?! <3
[.x.] songs: too many to namee
[.x.] bands: soco,fall out boy, brand new, ect. ect. ect.
[.x.] singer: spear britney
[.x.] rappers: dave koch, lol
[.x.] candy: reese's
[.x.] gum: orbit
[.x.] drink: water or AJ
[.x.] clothing store: pacsun,hot topic,hollister
[.x.] season: SUMMER
[.x.] month: july
[.x.] day of the week: friday

. * t h i s OR t h a t * .

[.x.] tv/computer: computer
[.x.] phone/aol: it depends
[.x.] radio/cd: CD
[.x.] dvd/vcr: DVD
[.x.] plane/train: eh, walk?
[.x.] cell/beeper: cellular
[.x.] beer/wine: ew
[.x.] vodka/baqardi: ew
[.x.] smirnoff ice/mikes hard: ew
[.x.] smoke/drink: sXe
[.x.] g.a/beach: beachh
[.x.] ocean/pool: pool
[.x.] ghetto/preppy: myself
[.x.] emo/rap: EMO
[.x.] summer/winter: summer
[.x.] spring/fall: fall

. * t h e . l a s t * .

[.x.]Last dream ::: i went shopping and laurn helped me pick out Uggs. lmao
[.x.]Last nightmare ::: i wanted to kill myself because jeremy broke up with me or died, i dont remember.. but then i couldnt go thru with killing myself so i asked stevens to do it for me, and the plan was she would stick toothpicks into my throat and wrists until i bled to death, but i got scared and ran away and then John fahy calmed me down and then jeremy came back from the dead or took me back, i cant remember, but it turned out ok.
[.x.]Car ride ::: bus ride home from skool! yyaaa!
[.x.]Last time you cried ::: ha like 45 seconds ago, i was listenin to a madd sad song
[.x.]Last movie rented ::: napolean dynamite..actually jeremy rented it for us to watch. funny movie.
[.x.]Last book read ::: catcher in the rye
[.x.]Last words said :::" i'll be waiting for you" actually i sung them out loud.
[.x.]Last curse word said ::: i dont curse
[.x.]Last time you laugh ::: alyssa called me to tell me our bus driver honked at her and waved.
[.x.]Last phone call ::: alyssa
[.x.]Last CD played ::: straylight run
[.x.]Last song you listened to ::: "your name here" -by straylight run
[.x.]Last annoyance ::: mom
[.x.]Last IM ::: jeremy <3
[.x.]Last weird encounter ::: too many in one day.
[.x.]Last person you hugged ::: either alyssa or nattyboo
[.x.]Last person you yelled at ::: alyssa, about that stupid squeeky toy
[.x.]Last time you wore a skirt ::: i tryed one on in pacsun, but didnt buy it
[.x.]Last time you've been evil ::: prolly while talkin about someone i dislike
[.x.]Sarcastic? ::: like 5 minutes ago.
[.x.]Last time you fought with your parents ::: like 3 days ago
[.x.]Last time you wished upon a star ::: when ever i am outside and depressed, but actually wished on a star was at my dads house like in the beginning of may.. i was having guy problems.
[.x.]Played Truth or Dare ::: on the side of CVS with amy and nat and maybe sheetz and stina
[.x.]Spent quality time alone :: everyday after skool





. * w h a t m a k e s y o u ... *.

[.x.] cry: how much i dilike myself sometimes, movies,music,stress,stories, how this world is so messed up and negative, all different things, u name it and i've cried over it.
[.x.] laugh: Jeremy and friends
[.x.] scared: losing people i am close to
[.x.] feel better: music, jeremy, friends
[.x.] comfortable: jeremy, friends,my bed
[.x.] happy: jeremy and friends and laughing
[.x.] confident: eh, anytime when i somehow approve of myself
[.x.] sad: music, when people i care about are sad, anything can make me sad, umm how some people are so negitive
[.x.] confused: spanish, my emotions
[.x.] excited: everything, lol
[.x.] stressed: fighting with people, not liking myself, emotions
[.x.] pissed off: people who get my friends upset, people who are negitive, george bush, people i dislike
[.x.] wanna kick someones ass: my neighbor
[.x.] wanna die: nothing
[.x.] embarrassed: i dont get embarrassed to easly
[.x.] hyper: being in a good mood, laughing a lot
[.x.] wanna get drunk: nothing what so ever at all.
[.x.] wanna grow up: eh, i dont wanna grow up.
[.x.] wanna stay a kid: the memories <3
[.x.] wanna quit school: having to wake up at 6 AM and spanish class
[.x.] wish you could make people understand things: there is absolutly no way i could make people understand the way i think or believe in things, so i'm not even gunna answer.

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i think u kno what i'm getting at, just say goodbye and i just dont want you regreting that.. [13 Jan 2005|06:48pm]
[ mood | different ]
[ music | relient k ]

heyyy, today was alright but slowly getting worse, i cant wait for the weekend, and thank God we have off on monday.nattyboo dyed her hair and i got to see it today and it looks awesome! i like it! i failed my spanish test. theres not much more worth putting about my day into this entry. tomorrow i am going to the mall with Jeremy,Tony, and Krystina. that should be kool, then saturday i am babysitting with jeremy and then sunday i have no plans so far. nothing for monday either, so if u wanna chill lemme kno. today my computer got a virus but then i called AOL and i talked to his indian man for like 3 hours and he helped me fix it, i also ordered tickets for Taste of Chaos, day 2. comment if u are going day 2!

i am in such a weird mood right now, i dunno how to explain it, today things have been annoying me 100x more then they usually would. i dont usually get annoyed to easily but i did today, like 347348382 times. oh well. i'll get over it. its like one min. i will be really happy and in a good mood and then in the next second i will give myself a stupid reason to be upset. its not mood swings either. ehh w/e. ttyl

-emily

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For now I'll just push my feelings aside, not to worry it'll be alright.. [11 Jan 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | open hand ]

heyy, whats cracklin? today in skool we had a lock down drill, it was so amazing! for about 4.5 minutes we got to sit on the gross floor in the dark in silence. i have never had more fun in my entire life. ohh man. the rest of my day couldnt possibly beat that,so it was alright. nothing too fun happened, except at lunch when stoopid Angel's g/f called alyssa and was trying to "tell her off" and she is gunna come here and "fight".. but then you have me singing to this girl and telling her random facts about soda and the teachers standing by me. it was pretty kool. we were all cracking up. today in skool this girl wore a green and white striped blanket all day, like she WORE it around. it was funny, i am def. gunna start wearing blankets to skool. lol, well i have to go, i am gunna try to finish my project up for english where i have to teach the class about a chapter in the book Bad Haircut. byeeeee.

<3 emilyy


Happy 1 month to Amy and Billy! yaya

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[10 Jan 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | sense fail ]

i stole this from max.. have funn reading..



001) What time did you start this? 5:32
002) Name?: Emily
003) Date of birth?: july 31,1989
004) Sex?: girly
005) Height?: 5'2-5'3
006) Eye color?: honey
007) Hair Color?: redish-blondish-brownish
008) Location?: new joyzee
009) Where were you born?: in a hospital
010) Do you have crush on someone?: more then a crush
011 do you have a bf/gf? si, jeremy tyler grau

012) How long have you been together? 6 months
013) What are you wearing right now?: a tank top,gray hooded thing and jeans and a bra and underwear and socks and my cow slippers.
014 Would you have sex before marriage?: prolly
015 Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? noo

016) Are you a virgin?: yea
017) Do you smoke?: NO..sXe
018) Do you do drugs? NO..sxe

019) Do you drink?:NO..sxe
022) Are you ghetto?: sheeyea
023) Are you a player?: nah
024) What are your favorite colors?: red and pink
025) What is your favorite animal?: cows
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: i guess
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nah

028) Who are your best friends?: stevens,lyssa,amy,sheetz,stina,jeremy, corey.
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: mc kenna, i dont think u would concider that "beating someone up"
031) Have you ever been slapped?: nope
032) Do you get online a lot?: yess
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: outgoing
034) Do you shower?: no, not at all, never
035) Do you hate school?: sometimes
036) Do you have a social life?: yes!

037) How easily do you trust people?: pretty easy
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: not my bff's now, but in the past.. yea.
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: i dont think so..
040) Would you ever sky Dive? YES
041) Do you like to dance?: eh i guess its alright.
068) Have you ever been out of state?: yea
069) Do you like to travel?: kinda
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: nope
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: nah, doowrag is awesome
073) Are you a brat?: i dont think so, am i?
074) Have you ever been dumped?: no
076) What's your favorite drink?: apple juice!
077) Do you like Snapple?: si
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: YES
079) What toothpaste do you use?: this stuff?
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cellular
081) Do you have a curfew?: 11:30
082) Who do you look up to?: my mom and friends
083) Are you a role model?: i dunno, am i?
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: psh.. prolly volcom or roxy, lol
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: earings and a few braclets and neclaces
087) What do you have pierced?: two holes in both ears, high cartalge on right ear, lower cartlage on left ear
088) What do you want pierced?: nothing else
089) Do you like taking pictures?: yes
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: eh it depends
091) Do you have a tan?: hahaha i wish
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: nope
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: eh kinda
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: yep.. kristina made a kool recording for my messages,lol
095) Do you have your own pool?: yes i own manor park! lol
096) Do you have any siblings: yes, Jeremy
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: both, yes at the same time.
098) Have you ever been played?: eh some might say
099) u ever played someone?: eh some might say
100) Do you get along with your parents?: sometimes
101) How do you vent your anger?: cry,yell,write songs
102) ever run away?: almost
103) been fired from a job?: nah
104) Do you even have a job?: nah
105) Do you daydream a lot?: yea
106) Do you have a lot of ex’s?: not "a lot "
107) Do you run your mouth?: to my parents, ya.
109) what do you want a tattoo of?: nothing
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: dont have one
111) What are your favorite flowers?: roses and tulips
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: they looks like people
113) What does your most recent crush look like? he looks like jeremy.

114) Have you ever been bitched out?: yea and i thought it was pretty funny, thanks daniella,lol 115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: iono
116) Are you rude?: i dont think so
117) What was the last compliment you received?: some kid in my creative writing class said i smelled good.

118) Do you like getting dirty?: sheyeaa
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: kinda
121) What is your heritage?: italian,irish,german,sweetish
123) What does your hair look like right now?: its scrunched

124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: nah
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: real real heart break? hmm..snowden
126) Describe your looks? no thanks!!!!!!!!
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color: blonde or brown
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: if i liked them, i guess
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: never..sXe
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: dbdhfrusefd

132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: give
133) Have you ever given?:
134) Have you ever received?: no
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: like 3-4
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: nope
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: mom
141) Do you cry a lot?: no! psh.. who does that. lol
142) Do you ever cry to get your way? yea all the time.
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my leg, psh. who needs their leg?
144) What phrase do you use most on the phone?: "PSH"
145) Are you the romantic type?: yep
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: nah, not by them, yet.
147) What do you like most about your body?: eyes
148) What do you like least about your body?: mostly everything else, but i would say.. tummy.
150) When was the last time you threw up?: haha
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: doesnt matter
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: etnis, all busted up. heh
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: no
154) What about cleavage?: ehh i dont kno, i dont have cleavage, i'm too small.
155) Is your best friend a virgin?:
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: nope
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: nope
158) What color are your underwear right now? green fishnet with a chain on the side
159) What theme does your room have?: red, like blood red
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 7 1/2
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: my braclelts and earrings
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: nsdhfdjfjkgdfd
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: sheyea
164) How are you feeling right now?: pretty darn good, alllll better
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: max's.. just this past saturday

166) Have you ever given a lap dance?: nope
167) What do you sleep in?: PJ's
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: prolly
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: a lot
170) What is one of your good qualities?: you tell me.
171) Would you marry for money?: never
172) What do you drive?: a plane
173) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child: mama
174) When was the last time you cried in school?: just a while ago.
175) Do you wear Chucks?: no, but amy and nat and stina and ssheetz do. lol
176) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? mayyybbeee
177) What time are you finishing this?: 558

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teach me heart ache, stop this burning now. [10 Jan 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | all american rejects ]

heyy, today at skool was pretty good. tonight i am going out with Jeremy for our 6th month! yay! so that should be awesome, as always. i didnt have homework tonigh, just this english project, but mine isnt due until like next week, so i didnt do it tonight. last night i had sooooo muchhhhh funnnn! me and jeremy just hung out and watched movies. i finally saw napoleon dynamite! it was so funny, pretty pointless but madd funny. max's bday dinner on saturday night was fun! me and nat went into toys-r-us before we met up with everyone, we had a blast in there, we were just looking at the toys and stuff, i wish i was a little kid again! lol. btw.. today is max's bday! happy bday max! woo!

today in gym we went to the weight room, and natty tried jump-ropeing while laying down on this excersize machine. it was wonderful. GOOD JOB NATALIE! yeahh! tomorrow nat and i am making something, i cant say what.. cuz its a surprize. shh. well i g2g. ttyl!

<3333 emily<3333

Happy b.day Max!

Happy 6 months Jeremy, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH, like you cant even imagine <33333

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you are beautiful no matter what they say, words cant bring you down. [08 Jan 2005|01:32pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | listening to San Andreas ]

wow, i've been pretty out of it the last few days and i think i'm finally getting better. last night i went to the concert and it was fun, muuuuccccchhh better then i thought it would be. yesterday at skool it was awesome! i had a lot of fun, especially in gym. me and nat didnt change and Bill just sat with us and we made up stories about Dave Koch, Bill is so funny when he says stuff about Dave, lol. anyway! i am at my dads right now and me and him just had a 2 hour talk about this world, the US, war, god,diets, and all this other stuff. he is awesome to talk to.. he is soo effing smart..its crazy! soon we are going to vintage vinyl to get tickets then we're going to pick up natty and then she gunna come back hurr and we can hang out and have girly talk, then we are going to max's birthday dinner!!! yayayaya happy birthdayy max! that should be funn! then tomorrow i am hanging out with Jeremy!!! <33 i wish it was break again.. or the summer..I WANT IT TO BE SUMMER!! i want it to be warm and nice out and no skool. ugh i cant wait. well i am gunna go read and get my hw done. ttyl

-emily

who i am hates who i've been, who i am hates how i've been.

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You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart<3 [06 Jan 2005|07:09pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | senses fail ]

hey! today was amazing compaired to yesterday! yesterday i was in such a bad mood and i was soooo stressed, it was crazy and it sucked so much! i had so much on my mind and i finally got it all out today, i feel so much better.. i can breathe again! i was in such a negitive mood yesterday and thats what caused me to feel that way, it was horrible. today was so much fun! in gym all me and natty did was sit down and talk and hold onto a basketball (ballina)haha, that just got me in such a great mood and the rest of the day i was so happy, i am so happy right now, i feel like a new person, i hope tomorrow is ever better, i am going to a show in rahway and at 1st i had really bad feelings about going and i thought i would get all upset at the show, but i feel 7863743847x better about it now, thankfully. i hope its all good tomorrow <333

alyssa's g.pa is in the hospital, so if you could all just pray for him and hope he gets better it would be greatly appreciated. thanks. i donated money to the sunami benifit in ALJ today, so that was good. then the show on friday is a benifit for it too, i really hope everything gets better with this world. today in mr. truemy's history class i was talkin to him about some stuff and it just really got me thinking and worried, but for some reason, its really not getting to me as much as it would usually be doing. which is kinda weird but good. its about the draft and the war.. but i dont feel like saying anything more. if u really wanna kno you can ask me. well i am gunna go eat some dinner and then hop in the shower.ttyl

<3333emily

ps. remind me to order more band tickets this weekend!! dont let me forget!


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JEREMY!! you made me feel so much better tonight, thanks you so much <3

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you cant cross bridges that you've burned. [04 Jan 2005|05:42pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | Midtown ]

hey, today was an alright day at skool, it was pretty boring. i want it to be break again!! ahh. today during gym me and natty had weight room. IT WAS AMAZING! i just loved being in that room that smelled like old sweat. and those great work out machines, ohh man!! you get such a good work out even tho 1/2 them were broken! our skool is so poor. oh btw, if u didnt catch on,i was kidding about it being amazing. the weight room isnt as much fun as i thought. the best part was when we were all standing outside the room b4 our teacher came and Camillo and Bill were sliding on this wheely thing, and then i got on it and Milo pushed me and i almost fell off. it was a lot of fun! that was about the best part of my day in skool. tonight i am going to get a hair cut with alyssa, i wanna keep my hair's lenght but put more layers in it. and i am thinking about getting long bangs, but i dunno how i will look. maybe i will save that for some other time. well i g2g. bye

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i admit i'm just a fool for you. [03 Jan 2005|07:35pm]
[ mood | better ]
[ music | saves the day ]

hello. thankfully i am feeling better then i was before. i got rid of a lot of my stress by working out. i did tae bo, lifted, ran outside in the cold rain after dinner, and then did this other work out stuff i found in a magazine. just letting you all kno, tae bo is freaking awesome! its such a good work out if you do it right and it really really gets rid of stress. i feel so much better now. i'm on my way. i cant wait for tomorrow, i wanna go to skool. (yea wow that was weird to say that.) but i kinda missed skool over break and i had an awesome day today, i hope tomorrow is good. but knowing me, i just jinxed it. i cant wait until wednesday, i get to see jeremy! and in 8 days (counting today) it will be our 6th month! yay <3 pretty kool. well i am gunna go, i need to take a shower. bye

<3 emmy

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there just jealous cause we're young and IN LOVE! [03 Jan 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | ehhh ]
[ music | the postal service ]

hey, today was the first day back from break. it was an awesome day! except for in the beginning in the hall and 1st period, i dont really need to address who said it or what they said, but just kno it was really bugging me through out 1st period, but now it is allllll good, and i got over it. Gym was amazing! we started basketball and all me and natty did was bounce the ball back and forth to each other, thank god we also have weight room for 2 days a week, that really got me happy! i cant wait for spring, i wanna go out running again. so anyway, the rest of skool was pretty good, we got our cafeteria redone and it looks like a chuckie cheese! its pretty kool. the colors dont match and the seniors have this lounge in there section with plastic couches, pretty kool. the doors are BRIGHT orange and so kool,i cant wait to go back!! woo! it just makes me happy everytime i walk past, lol. soo then after skool i went out with alyssa for a bit just so she could get meatballs for dinner. it was funny, like always! i had homework tonight but i forgot stuff in skool so i just didnt do it. my head really hurts, it hurts everyday after skool.. weird. well i am gunna go. bye.

-emily.

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DONT tell me friends are the ones that i'll lose, cuz they'd bleed before you.. [02 Jan 2005|11:24am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | vanessa carlton ]

ahh, its the last day of break : ( i DONT wanna go back to skool! i had so much fun over the break, even tho it didnt feel like christmas and i didnt like the cold and snow. i cant wait for spring and summer to come, but then again i dont cuz that means i'll be growing up too fast : \ well last night was awesome. i went to see Meet The Fockers last night with Jeremy and it was so funny! i was allie,jill,meg, and erica in the theater but it was too crowded so they couldnt get seats : ( i also saw Muff and Vinny Reis, but that doesnt matter. then we went back to Jeremys house and just hung out, i almost fell asleep cuz i was so tired, but then we went to pick up Hunter and then we went back and hung out some more until i had to go home. jeremy is sooo much fun to be with, you have no idea. he is so funny and i'm always happy when with him, he is the best! i am so inlove with this kid <3333 lol. well i have no plans for today..so if u wanna hang out call me. ok ttyl

<3 emily

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